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Not In Straight Line

*pic courtesy - painting taken from pinterest. I am telling you I am not perfect My bed is messed up all day long I have been said I am nothing but wrong My voice cracks open a tragic song My closet has clothes that don't fit me There are times when even my dog doesn't sit with me I am telling you Life is not supposed to be.. What you want to see.. I have been thrown out, shouted at, made fun of,  everytime I want to change and be free.. I have been called arrogant, stupid, mad, with ideas that shatter... I discovered things that no one in the room thought but only if it could matter.. I am telling you That people aren't perfect and nor they will ever be... If you wait for them to align You will be the one being struck out of line Don't think every criticism is fine Some are horrific with absurd design So what if I am not perfect I can tell that imperfection is abstract Breaking the rules is not nodding to solicitations I have tried, failed, then tried back ...

Will You Love Me The Same?

If I told you I am older
Will you love me the same way
If I told you I am a cold person
Will you love me the same way
If I told you all that I haven't told anyone yet
Will you love me the same way
If I told you I get depressed pretty often
Will you hold me the same way
If I told you I cannot impress anyone everyday
Will you spend time with me the same way
If I told you I can be pretty challenging 
If I told you I am aging and there are wrinkles under my skin that I hide with makeup
If I told you I am not adjusting and don't talk to
anyone if I don't have to
If I told you I don't dress up on days and eat cereals from the box in a messy way
Will you be with me the same way
Are you still listening or you have run away
If I told you I don't forget easy
And can stalk you for days making you feel uneasy
If I told you I can be dangerously hunting insects
And can jump in muddy water for hours
If I told you I am not afraid of blood
And I can fight until I hear the sound go thud
Will you still sit with me watching sunset in the park
Hold hands while mosquitoes fly around and overlook the dark
If I told you I don't cry
I keep trying not to but if I do I do end up lying that I am not
If I told you I don't have a lot of friends but when pushed to a crowd I pretend I am having fun
If I told you dark stories of memories that I have lived
Will you still respect that my feelings can be genuine
If I told you I can stick to a cave and have conversations by the grave
Will you be bothered by my interests and just leave the premises
If I told you that I don't want to be seen
If I told you that life is pretty when you are hidden
Will you still come hide with me or want me to make a continuous effort to blend in 
If I toldyou, looks like you are gone
I didn't plan on telling you everything that I just admitted
But looks like you just made up your mind, blindly as you just want things to be repeated
Even though it's a circle of being cheated by the one
you promise to love their inner most


*Pic Courtesy: Pinterest 

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