Don't Worry, I am Fine

Don't worry

I am fine

Yes it hurts

but yet I sit and dine

Yes sometimes 

tears come out of

nowhere...

but it gets too heavy to share

Yes I see

a lot of memories

gushing through

ripping my gut

yet I sit and stare

Don't worry

I will be fine

don't ask questions 

that make me hurt even more

not sure how we measure

humanity score

people started talking

about politics and tour

while I was still

fresh out of cold shower

that just pour underneath 

Don't worry

get in line

this time the turn

is mine

the aftermath isn't 

quite over

there is a path of

loneliness to endeavor

My eyes 

still searching

my head 

still itching

about the loss

that has no cover

Don't worry

this too shall pass

then I will be

all chirpy pointless

smiling lass

because sadness

is left alone

while people

choose dancing

awkwardly in 

a wedding zone

I was told

the life that remains

needs to be celebrated

but what about

the life that 

just got cremated

ashes don't just melt

in thin air

it needs to be felt

hypothetically smeared to be fair

Don't worry 

I am fine

What's unfair

is human by design

undermining numbnesss

outcasting kindness

What's unfair

is the dark thoughts

that clots to dare

to ruin someone

and sheepishly smile

Don't worry

I will be fine

yes it will hurt

everyday

as I stay 

as I look around

as with death

the only reality is

you will never find

what's lost 

you will always mind

that's missing

being bitter 

than the most